The world is going through major changes and there is not one day without bad news. As you all know I am back home with Mister Pop, living for the time being with my family. We all have different visions of Life and it can be tough discussing or getting on together.
I am only 32 years old and I have dreams, ideals. My parents have twice my age and it seems they don’t believe in positive changes anymore.
Talking about the negative things of Life pushes me down. I need to keep noting what is positive, what is beautiful around me. I need to focus on what I can achieve, on the future I can create.
For my family it’s hard. They don’t understand how I feel, my hopes and ideas. My mum keeps saying to me that Life showed her that the bad she thought would happen already happened. So she has every right to believe it’s not the end of hardships.
I understand we don’t have the same past, we don’t see things the same way. Sometime it’s hard for me to accept it, I would like her to be happy, to concentrate all her energy and love on the beauty of this world.
But it does not work like this. So I have decided to start a diary to remember all the positive and beautiful things I am grateful for.