I talk with God. I talk with God a lot, outside of prayer time.
I tell God how I feel, I asked him many questions about life, faith, how to be with people. I asked him to show me how to be patient and how to deal with negativity. I also thank him a lot for the people I have in my life, for his blessings and for being alive. I keep it very simple.
So, the other day I was in the train, going back home and I was telling him how it would be good to have somebody in my life, ready to give me his/her shoulder, without asking me anything, so I can put my head on it and rest for a while. I was day-dreaming this moment.
And when I performed my prayer before going to bed, I told him my wish again. Then, something happened, something quite special. It’s hard to put the experience into words but I will still give it a go.
I was sitting in silence. Then it felt like arms reaching out to me and a voice coming from within, told me “I am there, you can rely on me”. There was no more room around me. I was in another dimension. My head was light. My body was light. It lasted one minute or two maybe but the effect was immediate. I felt relieve of all burdens I was carrying with me, of all sins I had done. God showed me a tiny piece of his Great Love for us all. I now know that I can reach out to him, whenever I want, only by calling his name and forgetting the world around me for a minute.