Sometime life is overwhelming. You look for something. What? You don’t really know.
Sometime you lose patience, you feel exhausted, wrapped in a “not worth it” bubble.
Sometime life is a total mess, pure bullshit. You walk on the way, cause it’s the only thing that has the power to keep you alive.
Sometime you lose yourself, you feel imprisoned in a space that you don’t belong to. The outside world scares you. You don’t seem to be able to find your place.
You wish to know what to do, how to behave, how to erase these scars of the past from your face.
You are looking for some air. You can’t breathe, stuck in the middle of nowhere.
You are searching from some light, a piece of recognition or a hand on your shoulder. But around you, you can only see scattered dreams and patches of bloody screams.
You think there’s no hope. You only have to look at the shape of your nightmares, to see that hope belongs to another paradise, one you don’t deserve, or something as crazy as this.
Cause we’re crazy when we are suffering, when pain is stifling, when we keep calling into the night, like a mad owl, without getting the answers to our long lasting questions.
It may help for a while
Burying your head in the sand
Or sleeping during the day, Crying during the night
You’ll get bored or you’ll drift into a state of disbelief
The only thing that can save you is this (I tested it):
LOVE LOVE LOVE
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