Never forget the dream
One day memory
Of a love without boundaries
Free
Secure
And wild
A love that you could only feel
With your whole heart
Open to magic
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Tag: Life
The Lioness bewitched
I am a warrior
Strong and fierce if needed
Weak at times
When tides are high
And my breath short
But I resist
I am a warrior
And I won’t let you
Kill my joy
Snuff out my balance
Shatter our lives
I can be your worst ennemy
The Lioness bewitched
The Goddes in armur
Whatever you chose to fight for
Be certain that I’ll never betray
The Ones I love
Enjoying the ride!
You did not know
You could run till night fall
Aware of your feet hitting the ground
Bypassing obstacles on the way
Leting go of all expectations you may have had
Just enjoying the ride!
We were told…
We were told
Not to talk about it
Change the subject
Private matter
We were told
It is bad
We shall not enjoy it
We shall not express it
We shall not share about it
We shall not talk about it
And then we chose
To follow the rules
Or break them
We experienced guilt
We experienced loss
We experienced lack of freedom
We made sexuality a sin
When it is the core of our being
Our essence
How do you feel about sexuality?
Stand still
Nobody will ever know you
More than you do
If you can stand still for a while
You’ll find inside
Buried under covers of
Protection, pains and scars
The truth of who you are
Let me be…me
Let me breath
Let me be
Not the way you imagined me
Just the way I am
Messy at times
Unsure of what to say
And how to say it
Loud and insecure
Raising my voice against things
You think are not worth fighting for
Let me see the best in others
Even if you think it’s naive
Let me go my way
Even if not the way you’d take
Let me smile and cry
And say some days are too much
I can’t cope and that’s fine
Tomorrow will be better
I know it would be easier for you
If I could fit in boxes
If I could follow a road that many took before
Knowing where the footprints are
But it would mean being someone I am not
I did it for too long
I don’t want it anymore…
Yesterday, now and tomorrow
I can tell you everything
The good, the bad, the worst
The blue, the grey, the white
The bright mornings and the dark skies
I can tell you my ups, my downs
My doubts, my fears, my joys
I can tell you all there is
And all there was
Dreams and nightmares
I can cry and you won’t say
These ugly words that I despise
I can tell you everything
And yet I don’t wish to tell you everything
Not that you can’t hear it
Just that I want to protect us from
A life that does not belong to now
Remains of scars, shots of pain
We belong to today and tomorrow
We are writing a far better story
Than the ones before
One that is true, loving, peaceful
One that put a smile on our faces
When we look at each other
I don’t want the chaos anymore
I don’t want to feel trapped in emotions
I don’t want us to be all about this
The memories to unfold
The fears to go over
The wounds to mend
I want life and happiness
Blessings to count every day
Joy and projects to share
I don’t want anything messy between you and me
So know if I don’t tell you everything
It is just my way to say that you mean the world to me
You & Me – The chaos & The grace – Darkness and Love again…
You were at the beginning of all time.
I used to pray and laugh and feel blessed. I used to talk to you. Day and night. I used to find solace when I turned my face towards you and you would smile back.
And then I lose track…
I thought you could be contained. In a religion. In a group. I looked for you in every place, every space. What happened? I don’t know. I started listening to other voices. It was the beginning of a search that took me to the edge. Deep darkness.
It felt like everything I knew was gone.
It felt like you were gone.
I read and prayed. I was lost. I lied to myself so many times. I thought I could catch you. In a place. In a book. Nonsense.
I tried and tried. I got tired, took roads which were not for me to walk. I tried to fit in. Fit in a mess that wasn’t mine. Fit in thoughts that I’d not agree with.
I cried.
I called for you. I shouted at you. Why? Why? Why?
Nightmares would last and you were nowhere to be found.
And then, one day, I decided to let go. I could not walk anymore. I could not breathe anymore. I started to remember the girl I was once.
And you were there. You never left. You just waited for me to be ready to see you again.
You were in the silence of my heart. And the fragrance of my soul.
The fear battle
Don’t engage in a battle with me
You think you know
Till you chose to let go
I see you taking out your warrior outfit
Thinking I can be defeated
But I am the winner of all time
I am the test you ought to face
Fight me and you’ll discover
That nothing can resist me
Just allow me to be
And you’ll find the key
To control me
The “me” inside
If you could let all your theories at the door
All the things you say are right
All the truths you were told
If you are ready to embrace the unknown
Mystery, emptiness, chaos, incredible joy
If you can let go of the mask that protects you
Appear naked and vulnerable
Without nothing else than your heart
Wide-open and free
Then and only then
You’ll be in touch with the reality
Of the “me” inside of you.
